2014
  Tuesday 1 APRIL 2014
My host has done it again!!!! Can't connect to my site and can't use my FTP. This is a PAIN!!!! Jason is going to start tomorrow on moving everything to a new host... I've had enough!!

Then as if that wasn't enough... my 4Shared account is reading all my files as "invalid".
If this was an April Fool joke I still woudn't be laughing!

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The International Court of Justice (ICJ) has ruled Japan must immediately stop its whaling program in the Antarctic.
WOO HOO!!!! About time!!

The court's judges agreed with Australia that the Japanese research - two peer-reviewed papers since 2005, based on results obtained from just nine killed whales - was not proportionate to the number of animals killed.

"In light of the fact the JARPA II [research program] has been going on since 2005, and has involved the killing of about 3,600 minke whales, the scientific output to date appears limited," presiding judge Peter Tomka of Slovakia said.

The ICJ's ruling is final and there will be no appeal.

A spokesman for the Japanese government said the court's decision was "deeply disappointing".

"We are deeply disappointed and regret that the court ruled that Japan's research whaling program in the Antarctic did not fall within the special permit clause of the treaty," spokesman Nori Shikata told ABC NewsRadio.

"However Japan will abide by the judgement of the court that places a great importance on the international legal order and the rule of law.

"We will abide by the decision of the courts and although we will consider a concrete future course of action very carefully, upon studying what is stated in the judgement, we will cease the current research whaling program in the Antarctic pursuant to the judgement.

"This is a final verdict and we are saying in a very straight forward way that we will abide by the judgement of the court." I hope they're being honest about this!

More than 10,000 whales have been killed since 1988 as a result of Japan's programs.

  Friday 4 APRIL 2014

In the last 3 months I've had access to my site 60 days out of 90!!!
I'm totally sick of being blocked by the new server my Host is using.
  Thursday 10 APRIL 2014

Another joyful week (NOT) of spending hours and hours uploading missing folders...
42+ hours so far!!!!
My fingers, wrist and shoulder on my right arm hurt like hell.
I started by doing a mass upoad... went to check it when finished and discovered that I had forgotten
that I have sub folders that shouldn't be uploaded.. they're only for my use when doing corrections.
So........ I had to go through every uploaded folder and delete the unnecessary ones.
Plus I had uploaded Supplies ZIPS which are already stored on 4Shared so they had to go.

So after that I had to upload each folder individually...BOOOOOOORING!!!!!
After a few hours it would send me to sleep... had morning and afternoon naps to recover.

Jason has found the database for the Forum and is working on uploading that to the new server (Host).
It has all the memberships but doesn't contain images or folders I may have linked.
I'm not going to worry about that until I can have a look when he's finished.
(Because I don't quite understand what he's talking about *S*)
Still haven't had a reply from my current host about recovering the Forum.
If they did it would make the job for Jason so much easier.
When he has that done and I have all the other folders for Artistry checked he'll transfer them too.

My regular Artistry web pages have been on and off over the past few days.
I'll be so happy to have a new home for Artistry...problem free.

  Thursday 17 APRIL 2014

Another extremely tiring week thanks to my "soon to be EX HOST"!!!
All pages are available at the moment but I'm not holding my breath.
They eventually recovered the Forum but in doing so also recovered all my folders from THEIR last backup from 17th March. Sooooo all the time I spent recovering everything myself (46+ hours) was a total waste of time. I had to update everything once more from the 17th of March. I'm so tired with all of this.

Jason has created the Forum on the new Host site BUT it's a mess... not his fault... it's not an easy job. Looks nothing like our forum because all the sections are not separated, they all appear on the one page so all sections can be accessed by anyone registered.
I can see that's going to take a lot of time and work to set up properly.
The original forum was set up in 2005 so after 9 years there's been a lot of changes by VBulletin...AAARGH!!

Of course when I got up this morning... no Jason around....
asked Jared where his Dad is..... gone hunting!!!! Thanks Jason!!!

OK.. maybe he needs a break.... tough!!! Take one when he's got my forum up and running!!!
No... I'm not being hard on him... he does b****r all around here so it's not like he's short on time.
I've gone on strike... they do their own washing and I don't make dinners any more.
Jared does b****r all around here too. He does a great job at work from what I gather from his boss,
has asked for extra work around the fisheries and he starts that next Tuesday (after Easter).
Pity he wasn't so eager here at home!
Like father... like son! Jason sets a bad example and he wasn't brought up to be messy.

OK.. that's my bitchin' done for this week. *S*

My creativity has gone out the window lately because of all the hassles with the site.
Hope it returns soon because I'm falling behind with tutorials.

 

Thursday 24 April 2014

We had a 4 day weekend here in Oz... and with Anzac Day tomorrow we have a 3 day weekend ahead. Lucky workers have a 3 day working week this week!!

I got reconnected on Tuesday.
No written acknowledgment of any of my SEVEN emails sent to 5 different addys over 5 days.
I wanted to make sure someone got the message.
Told them their 24/7 support that they advertise is a JOKE! Non existent!

Jason is transferring my folders to the new site... there's lots of them..
I thought I was cut off again on Wednesday because I had "run out of available space" and was at screaming point until I mentioned it to Jason... he caused it ... LOL!!
He's zipping my folders to speed up the transfer so he'd doubled my volume... he's deleted the ones already transferred... all is OK now. PHEW!!!

Jared (grandson) started the extra work on Tuesday with the Fisheries.
He starts at 6am... and finishes at 4pm.
He's tired but not giving up. Hallelujah!!

Me... I've kept busy creating tutorials since I couldn't access anything.
My "mojo" is returning slowly. *S*
Not hard to make mistakes when I was sitting here "boiling" with anger.
I'm calm again now... LOL!!

 
Wednesday 30 April 2014

Japan is threatening to hunt whales in the Pacific Ocean! So much for the agreement made earlier this month!!!!!

BLOCKED AGAIN from my site! Everyone else can access it BUT NOT ME!!!
Makes it impossib
le to update ANYTHING!
   
   
 

Friday 2 May 2014

Turned up at the hospital around 9:10am for a 9:30am appointment with my local specialist. By 9:45am I was wondering if he was actually present... then I saw him calling someone else to go in to see him. OK.. maybe their appointment was earlier than mine...

Over the next hour he called in 5 other people who had arrived well after me... I was wondering what the hell was going on.

11:10am one of the staff (Maureen) from the Fracture/Wounds Clinic called me. She led me into the Wounds Clinic ... I asked her why. She showed me her apppontments list and I was booked to have the ulcers attended. I showed her MY appointment form which stated I was supposed to see Dr. G.

"Why did you expect to see him????"

"Because he had made an appointment for me to see a specialist in Brisbane last March and I thought I was going to discuss this with him."

She said she would check with him but in the meantime we'd check my ulcers... so I was led to a bed and had the dressings removed.

Some other doctor turned up... looked at my ulcers and asked the usual questions...

" Do you have Diabetes???"

"NO.. I have Psoriatic Rheumatoid Arthritis!"

"Do you have Varicose Veins?"


"Do you see any???"

"They can be below the surface"

"I had an Ultrasound to check this and my circulation... I don't have a problem."

"Who authorised the ultrasound.. your doctor or the Hospital?"

"I don't remember... I've has so many X-rays and Ultrasounds that I've lost track!"
(If he had checked my folder he would have seen it was authorised by the hospital)

He disappeared.. never to be seen again.
By this time it must have been over half an hour... still no Dr. G.

Maureen came back to dress my ulcers (I was asleep... sick of waiting AND freezing!)

She eventually got Dr. G. to surface. I don't believe these people....

He said "You wanted to see me?"

"Well according to my appointment I was supposed to see you.."

"What for?"

"You organised the appointment..... I thought it might be to discuss what happened at the Brisbane hospital??"

"What happened? Did you see the specialist?"

"Yes... and according to him he had no record of why I was there."

"I sent a letter explaining your situation."

"I know you did otherwise I wouldn't have had an appointment. They said they had no information about me."

(He then provided his copy of the letter he sent... which explained exactly what my situation was)

"What was the outcome?"

"I have 2 options... chop the offending toes off or have them straightened. Chopping them off would reduce the risk of further ulcers. BUT I told the specialist that I didn't have ulcers when my toes were straight so... logically if I had them straightened it would solve the problem.... he wasn't impressed"

Dr. G wasn't impressed either... he could see my logic.

I told him I wanted my toes straightened... could I just inform them (in Brisbane) by phone to save another horrendous trip?

Nope... I would have to go to Brisbane so they can inform me what is involved.... DAMN!!

So it looks like another trip on the 20th of this month... hope it's not raining!

By the time I left it was 12:45am.... 3 hours and 35 minutes after I arrived!

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Also discovered I had missed my appointment on Wednesday with Teresa at the Wounds Clinic. This is the second time I've done this... so many appointments... I need a secretary!!!!

However Teresa made a new appointment for me on the 21st of May.

  Saturday 3rd May 2014

Been pouring on and off for the last 2 days ... a welcome relief.

Jason went huntin' this morning... no luck thank God! I feel for the pigs and am always happy when he comes home empty handed. *S*

Looks like I'll have to purchase the current setup for the Artistry Forum. The old version won't work on the new server even with updates (which cost only $20 less than the new version ) would be a lot of extra work.


STILL BLOCKED FROM MY SITE!

 
Sunday 4th May 2014

The weather has changed considerably in the last week... it's COLD!!!! Which makes me happy BUT couldn't get warm when I went to bed. So... haven't had any decent sleep in the past few days.

I knew we had a double feather doona somewhere here... looked for it last year with no success. But I was determined to find where my mother (who passed away in 2008) stored it. I've pulled cupboards apart in the past looking for it. I got Jared (grandson) to drag some suitcase out of his wardrobe (used to be Mum's room) and hallelujah!!! It was in the last one we opened!!!! So it went on my bed immediately!!!

  Monday 5th May 2014

Another day... no access to my web!!!! I've sent TEN emails to TMH International in the last few days and they've been ignored! If anyone reading this is considering a host for a web site GIVE THIS (US based) COMPANY A BIG MISS!!!!

Had a super night's sleep!!!!!!!!! Jason woke me up at 9am but I didn't get up... too warm and comfy! Eventually got up at 10:10am *S*

Looks like Jason decided to purchase the UPDATE for my forum to save me money. It cost $209 and put a hole in my Paypal account balance! Thank you TMHI... not only have you cost me time wasted in the past 6 months, you've cost me extra $$$$$$!
 

Tuesday 6th May 2014

Got connection back finally... how long will it last???? Probably until Friday if I'm lucky!

Last night the floor around my toilet was wet... I tried to feel if there was a leak of some sort... no luck! So I put down a wad of paper towels and decided to call the council today. They were working on the drains a couple of weeks ago (across the road) and our water was turned off for a couple of hours. I was hoping it was their problem because I didn't want to spend $$$$$$

Told Jason about it last night and said they'll probably have to use a rotor-rooter to clear the drain. He asked where the drain was and we left it at that.

Got up this morning and made the first trip of the day... flushed and heard a yell from outside "DON'T FLUSH!!!" Too late! LOL!!! He has a 30 foot rotor-rooter and was trying to clear the problem. Whatever he was doing was sort of working because when I flushed the water didn't rise almost to the top of the bowl like it did yesterday. Once he finished we flushed both toilets at the same time and HALLELUJAH!!! IT WORKED!!

Whatever was jamming it caused the water level under the floor to rise and it was seeping through the concrete and floor tiles. All dry now. The water wasn't flowing away in the sinks either, but that's OK now too. He (Jason) does come in handy some times. *S*

Went to get my blood sucked today... had a new form and apparently my GP added a "Thyroid" test this time.... have no idea why... will have to ask her on Friday.

  Tuesday 6th May 2014

Good news today... the ulcer under my middle toe, left foot is healed!!! No dressing needed.. yippee!!!! There's still a hard lump under the toe but no weeping.
  Wednesday 7th May 2014

Have been trying to call the Brisbane hospital since Monday to confirm my appointment.
Every day got a recorded message "the lines are congested, please try again later."!!
I gave up and found an email addy to contact them.
Lucky I did... my appointment had been cancelled because they hadn't heard from me,
but the time was still available and I've been rebooked.
I've decided to have my toes straightened.

The ulcers under my toes on my left foot have healed!!! Yippee!!
Just one on my right foot to take care of now.
Still hurts when I walk because of the lumps left under my toes but not as bad as before.

  Thursday 8th May 2014

Got up this morning... straight to my computer.... NO INTERNET!!!
Soooooo.... went through... unplugged the router.... waited.... plugged it back in.
Checked my computer... still no internet...

So I phoned my internet server.... recorded message "all lines are busy.. please hold etc..."
So I waited and waited and waited and after 45 minutes finally got through.
The guy at the other end was getting too technical for me so I let Jason handle it.
When he finished about 1/2 an hour later he said it looks like we need a new router...grrrr!!

So I parted with some cash I'd been saving for my next trip to Brisbane.
In the meantime he picked Jared up from work.
Jared went straight on to Facebook...AND IT CONNECTED!!!!
Got my money back from Jason!!!

I have a feeling someone has put a gigantic HEX on me.... No-one has this many problems... only ME!
If it was happening to anyone else I wouldn't believe them.
  Friday 9th May 2014

Doctor's appointment this morning... all results perfect, even the Thyroid test she threw in for good luck this time. If my exterior was as healthy as my interior I'd be happy!

Of course because we talk too much about all sorts of things I forgot to ask for a Travel Form for the 20th May when I go to Brisbane. Will get Jason to pick it up on Monday so I'll get reimbursed for expenses. Took them over a month to refund me the last time :-(
  Saturday 10th May 2014

Grocery shopping.. need I say more. Was wiped out after shopping, scanning and
putting everything away. Fortunately I don't have to make dinner otherwise we wouldn't be eating.
  Sunday 11th May 2014

Mother's Day! Just like any other day here. Nothing special not even a card.
  Monday 12th May 2014

Made it through the weekend without being disconnected.
  Wednesday 14th May 2014

Clive Palmer has been caught napping during debate today over last night's Joe Hockey budget. Mr Palmer will come under fire for his napping, especially given his record of failing to attend Parliament or Question Time.

Mr Palmer said he has had a very busy day, that has included about 38 interviews and a lunchtime speech.

"I went a bit sleepy,'' he admitted after starting about 2am.

Critics of the Coast MP say he has been spending much of his time outside of the electorate, including living on the Gold Coast and attending Palmer United Party functions across the country.

The Sunshine Coast resort owner has a ruthless schedule which often sees him criss-crossing the country in his $70 million jet.

He often survives on as little as three or four hours sleep, during which he has a sleep apnoea machine on.

 
  Mr Palmer may well sleep... I assume he found the Budget BORING since he's a MULTI BILLIONAIRE it won't affect him personally.
  Tuesday 20th May 2014

We had an uneventful trip, so much so that by the time we were 250km from Brisbane I fell asleep! When I woke we only had 59km to go. The traffic was 'full on' by the time we got to the outskirts BUT it was 'moving' this time.
All was going well for a change.

Jason's GPS kept telling us to move into the right lane as we got closer to the hospital..
I was thinking... we didn't go to the extreme right lane the last time...
CRAP... we ended up in the Clem Jones Tunnel.. it saved time BUT it's a TOLL tunnel !
So now we have to find out how to pay for it.
Thought things were going too well.... *S*

When we got to the parking station we were lucky to find a space on the 6th floor.
Went to the lifts and discovered we only had to go down one floor to access a walkway to the hospital. Didn't know about that the last time... saved me a lot of walking.
Another PLUS for the day...

Another lift (elevator) up to the 7th floor... checked in and waited.
Ten minutes later I was called... to get X-Rays... had to sit and wait my turn.
I FELL ASLEEP!!!! LOL!!

The nurse had to wake me BUT that went well... didn't even have to take my socks off.
Back to the main waiting room. Told Jason to take a walk so he could have a smoke in the car. There's thousands of $$$$ fine for smoking on hospital premises.

Got called about 15min later... shown to a room... waited and waited...
The specialist finally turned up (after he checked the X-Rays I suspect) and asked me if I has seen someone previously.
"Yes...you... but I don't expect you to remember since it was 2 months ago"
(You'd think it would be noted in my folder who I saw the last time!)

We had a great deal of discussion about the fact I DON'T want amputation.
He kept insisting I could get an infection.
I kept insisting that the hospital (operating room and instruments) would be sterile... wouldn't they???
So why would I get an infection???
He tried to tell me no matter how sterile things are, there's always a possibility.
So I told him I wanted them straightened, not amputated, and ONLY if infection happens
after the operation is done will I consider amputation.
I'm guessing he's looking for the easy way out!

Then we removed my socks and he suggested getting the 2 toes next to my big toe on my left foot done.
"What about the 3rd toe... next to my small toe? Why leave that one twisted????
He conceded... "OK, we'll do that one too."
"You'll have to sign a "Consent Form"."
I did that but in hindsight thought I should have asked for a copy. THEN he told me it would be 12 months before I could get anything done!
"Your ulcers should be healed by then."
"You think so??? You must believe in miracles!!!"

Anyway... we finished there and he said I would be notified for a pre-op interview when the time comes.

So got hold of Jason and we left.
Went to pay the parking ticket... Jason didn't take his time following directions... no receipt.
Of course when we left the ticket was gobbled up... $23 down the drain!

It was some time after 1pm when we left... stopped on the way home for a snack.
My stomach was thinking my throat was cut! *S*
The trip home was uneventful... just as I like it.

  Wednesday 21 May 2014

Went to the Wounds Clinic. Told Theresa about the hospital appointment.
She told me not to worry about not getting a copy of the "Consent Form", it's not binding.
Besides I'll probably have to do a new one before the op.
She was horrified it was going to take 12 months.... things could be so much worse by then.

Then I went to the main hospital reception to hand in my Patient Travel form.
Took a ticket and waited.
Talked to a man sitting next to me who had a "Moon Boot" on his leg.
He'd previously had an op at the Hervey Bay Hospital to have a pin inserted in his broken foot.
A few days ago he tripped and fell and his leg was bruised and swelling.
So he did the right thing... went to A & E suspecting his foot was broken again.
The doctor he saw told him it was just a sprain... told him to go home.

How he could tell it was a sprain without an X-Ray is beyond me!!

Two days later the Blue Nurse turned up to check on this man and told him to get to the
hospital immediately! Demand an X-Ray!!!!

The doctor he saw, after getting the X-Ray told him he had bad news for him.... his foot was broken again! Why did he think it was only a sprain????

He told him HE didn't diagnose a "sprain" .... the doctor (?) he saw in A & E 2 days prior DID!

He was called away so I didn't get the rest of the story, but I had time to tell him to write to the
Patient Liaison Officer and complain.

Where do these A & E doctors get their qualifications?????? GRRR!!!!

Finally my number was called...
The person I saw took the receipts off my form and gave them back to me.... WHY???
Because there's a set fee they refund for Brisbane trips no matter what it costs.
All I needed to do was drop the form into the box provided at reception.
What a waste of time!! Why wasn't I told this the last time???
At least I know the procedure now.

At least Jason was safe now for not getting a parking ticket receipt... would have been a waste of time. We just have to find out where we pay the toll for going through the tunnel by mistake.

I was pooped on Tuesday, lack of sleep so was basically MIA.
Still exhausted today.

   
   
  Thursday 12 June 2014

I have an appointment with my local orthopaedic specialist at 9:30 this morning.
I better not be sent to the Wounds Clinic like I was the last time I had an appointment with him! I was already at the Wounds Clinic on Wednesday and whatever Teresa is doing isn't working!!

A few weeks ago Jason and I had got my leg ulcer to the stage where a scab was over it and Teresa peeled it off! Since then it's gradually become worse. If I play my cards right I might get admitted after next weeks' appointment with her. We talked about how quickly my last leg ulcer healed when I was admitted and put on an antibiotic drip... 3 days and it was healed!! She said she might get a doctor to look at it.

It's so damned depressing knowing it could be fixed quickly, but no-one will listen.
She also suggested a biopsy and I told her "NO WAY!!! That's why I have this problem now...
The original problem was only a little bigger than 1cm until the idiot took the biopsy the last time. I screamed the place down because he didn't give the local anaesthetic time to work before he did it.

  Wednesday 18 June 2014

Went to the Wounds Clinic today... I'm not going back!!!!

Theresa got a couple of doctors (surgeons?) to check out my leg ulcer after PAINFULLY removing the dressing she got me to use this past week. Every time it was changed during the week I had to take painkillers. I got no sleep last night because no matter which way I lay the pain wouldn't go.

Their solutions....
A Biopsy first.... I told them that was OUT OF THE QUESTION!
I had enough trauma with the last biopsy I had when I first went to the hospital to check on the small scab that I suspected might be another ulcer. I screamed the place down! The idiot that did it didn't give the anaesthetic time to work before doing the deed. As a result of his biopsy (which showed no problem) I ended up with a bloody big ulcer instead of a small scab.

Next solution...
A Skin Graft... Yeah Right!!!
Told them I have Psoriasis... where would they get the skin and guarantee I wouldn't end up with more problems????
One doctor pointed to an area above my knee, on my thigh... assuring me the skin removed would be extremely thin and would look like I had 'gravel rash' once removed.

Told him I'm already neurotic about any new 'bruises' or marks on my skin...
what if the skin removal caused me more problems??? With my luck that's 'on the cards'!
NOPE... I would have to give this SERIOUS THOUGHT before ever agreeing.

MY solution...
Admit me to hospital, put me on the drip I had the last time and maybe the ulcer would heal in a few days like it did before. He said he didn't believe it healed in a few days....
I told him CHECK MY RECORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By this time I was in tears....
What would be wrong with trying the drip first AND if it didn't work, then I would consider the other options?
They didn't want to listen!!!

When I went back to the Wounds Clinic last March I thought Teresa would be happy that the ulcer
had skin growing over it, was small and was healing.
BUT NO... she removed the skin... I couldn't believe it!
I objected but she said the wound needed to be moist to heal....
and she had the skin off before I could stop her.

As a result because of the variety of dressings she's tried since then the ulcer grew...

She redressed the ulcer today with yet a different dressing and was going to check my toes.
Told her not to bother, Jason did them yesterday afternoon and they're healing just fine.
I didn't want her doing any more damage!

SO... I have decided not to go back!
I have ordered the dressings that we were using to get the ulcer to heal before I went back to the wounds clinic.
They should be here tomorrow or Friday... so I'll start all over again.

  Thursday 19 June 2014

My new dressings arrived yesterday afternoon so when Jason comes back from his hunting expedition tomorrow we'll start all over again.
My next medical appointment is with my Rheumatoid specialist on July 15.
Haven't seen her for 3 years... haven't been on medication for 3 years because that was supposed to help my ulcer heal quicker. Maybe if I had been on something my toes wouldn't have twisted.
Who knows... too late now.  BUT maybe it will prevent further deterioration.

  Thursday 26 June 2014

I decided not to go back to the Wounds Clinic.
To my shock and surprise I got a call from Teresa (the Sister in the Wounds Clinic) yesterday.
She was concerned about me after the trauma with the doctors last week and the fact I hadn't turned up for my appointment yesterday. I didn't tell her I wasn't going back...
I was too "chicken" at the time because she was being so supportive.

She was on my side... but couldn't argue with the doctors at the time.
She agrees with me that it would be cost effective, less traumatic and invasive  to have me admitted and put on an antibiotic drip.
Then if that didn't work I could consider invasive surgery which is more expensive and time consuming.

She agreed with the arguments I put to the doctors but I'm guessing it may have cost her her job if she had spoken up.

Jason is taking his own good time setting up my new site.... :-(
He's been busy working out details for Fair Work Australia re the money owed to him from his past job with the Funeral company. Looks like his ex boss might cough up the money owed but we're not holding our breath. It would be a lot cheaper than going to Court.