2014
  2 January 2014
I hope everyone had a fabulous New Year's Eve.
We had a quiet one here.
I polished off a bottle of Brown Brothers wine (thank you Jason) all by myself *S*
Jared was disappointed that I didn't have a hangover the next day... LOL!
The bottle lasted 5 hours so there was little chance of me suffering.
I DID sleep well though *S*

We watched the fireworks from Sydney on the big screen (Party Central by the pool),
stuffed ourselves with smoked salmon, caviar, smoked chicken (thank you Jason),
smoked chicken dip (thank you Jason), cheeses, cabanossi and other dips etc.
It was still stinking hot at midnight and no breeze.
It was so nice to have a "proper" meal the next night... *S*
  9 January 2014
Well......... I've had a fine start to 2014... NOT!!!

Once again I cannot access any of my site and it's taken 13 hours to raise a response from my host.
So I don't know how long it's going to last this time.

Then.. during this past week I received a letter from Queensland Health advising I need a new referral in order to see the specialist again. So I panicked and rang them to advise I wouldn't be seeing my doctor until 16th January, would that be a problem??

NO... your next appointment is the 13th JUNE so you have plenty time.

13TH JUNE!!!!! I asked if she was kidding.... NO!!

It only took 6 months for my feet to get in this mess... what are they going to be like in another 6 months!!!!!
This is a joke and I'm not laughing.... I'm not a happy puppy!

A referral from a GP lasts 12 months BUT it took 10 of those months before I got my first appointment.

When I see my GP I'm going to ask her if enough time has elapsed so I can get my 5 free appointments with a podiatrist. My feet are a mess and getting worse every day no matter what I do.

Lastly our router has been playing up all day and I haven't been able to connect to the internet at all on and off all day.
GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!
  17 January 2014
I thought I had a doctor's appointment yesterday (Thursday)...
lucky I checked.. it's for today.. (Friday). I would have looked a complete idiot if I had turned up yesterday!

I don't think my GP is going to be happy, the ulcer under my toe is 10 times worse than it was a month ago when I saw the specialist.

Jason took a photo so I could see what it looks like... makes me want to puke!!!

If I have to wait until 13th of June to see the specialist I won't have a toe to worry about!!!

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  20 January 2014
I need some time to myself to sort some personal things and recover from the latest ordeal.

Saturday (at the hospital.... "Torture Central") was a complete disaster. I left after 7 hours no better off and without seeing the doctor my GP had organised. I was exhausted, in tears and P!$$#d off (sorry for being crude).

My arms and hands are covered in bruises where the "incompetents" ( 5 of them) tried to draw blood because they screwed up the first blood test. Only one of the 5 people wore gloves!! Arms are aching from having the tourniquet used so many times.

I was left for hours with my ulcer open to the elements. I asked several times to have it covered but was ignored.

I wrote a letter to the Patient Liaison Officer today, which Jason will deliver tomorrow, Monday. I also wrote a letter to my GP, which Jason will also deliver tomorrow. I told her (my GP) the next time I turn up at the Hervey Bay Hospital will be on a slab with a label hanging from my big toe. I went through hell again for nothing.

Believe me...
there's lots more I could tell you but my hands and wrists are aching and it hurts to type.

You can read my letter HERE
  23 January 2014
It took me a couple of days to "get over it" regarding "Torture Saturday" and now I'm ready for a fight.

According to my GP, I was supposed to report in at E.R., show them the letter and then be taken to a ward where I would have seen the doctor who had made the appointment for me.
As you know.. that didn't happen. Enough said...

I swore I wouldn't let them touch me ever again.
BUT
I can't fix this myself so I have given in and have an appointment tomorrow at the Fracture Clinic.

OK I don't have a fracture (though someone else may end up with one if I receive similar treatment ) but it was the only section of the Wounds Clinic that had a vacancy. So they will have someone available to check out my toes. I won't be putting up with any nonsense.

I've written to our Federal and State Health Ministers and Local Representative as well as our Deputy Prime Minister who is from this area, about the incompetents at the Hervey Bay Hospital.

I heard back from our Local Representative as soon as he received my email and he is looking into the situation.

I also wrote to the Patient Liaison Officer... heard nothing yet!
So I'm ready for whatever happens tomorrow. I won't be aggresive but I won't be a wimp either.*S*
 

30 January 2014
We have a Category 2 Cyclone (Dylan) about to hit the coast well north of where I live.
Everyone is praying it doesn't increase in intensity.
I wouldn't like to be a farmer or a cattle producer in this country.
Between the floods last year at this time, then a drought, now the cyclone... it's a tough life.

As for me, my letters have worked wonders.
I think the threat of going to one of the current affairs shows hit the spot.
I've been overwhelmed with attention at the hospital.
It still makes me angry that it takes letters to get the attention that should come automatically.

However it looks like I'll be hearing from the Royal Brisbane Women's Hospital some time down the track to have my foot attended to.

In the meantime I'm getting the "royal" treatment at the Wounds Clinic.
I had meant to upload this after dinner last night but when I came back to my computer
I couldn't get the monitor to stay open, it kept going black on me...GRRR!!!
I "lost it" and watched TV instead.
I did some fiddling a short while ago and managed to keep the screen visible
(looks like I'll be up for a new Monitor soon)

 

 

FEBRUARY 2014

Mostly computer problems, Host problems, spammer problems BUT
am getting attention for my ulcers.


Here's a pic of the little kitten that has adopted us.




It adores Jason..... and is growing fast!!!!

   
  16 February 2014

Had to go for a Doppler Ultrasound on Monday 3rd Feb... that was messy!
I had one last year (to check my circulation in my legs) and that one was fine but the hospital wanted a current one.
The nurse and I agreed it was a waste of time because nothing changed.
I think after my letters of complaint the hospital is going "over the top" with attention.
I needed another shower when I got home, thankfully I had the sense not to wear good clothing.
By that time most of my "working day" had gone...poof!

Then Tuesday I had to go back to the Wounds Clinic.
Surprisingly I was taken in before my appointment time and was out within 45 minutes.
Everything is going well. Ulcers under toes were healing and so was the leg ulcer.
Left with a bag full of supplies to keep me going until the next Wednesday.
Again 3/4 of my working time had gone and I couldn't get interested in doing anything but answering emails.


Had my blood "sucked" last Monday at the pathologist for my monthly blood test.
She drew blood on the first hit... they need to go teach the hospital staff how to do it correctly!!

Wednesday.. back to the Wounds Clinic.
Teresa decided that I should go back in 2 weeks... I'm not happy about this but said nothing.
It's fine as far as the leg ulcer is concerned BUT I'm more concerned about the ones under my toes.
She said they were healing... but that means nothing, anything can happen in 2 weeks!

Friday, had visit with my GP.
Apparently she phoned up the surgeon (we'll call him "Dr P.") I was supposed to see on THAT Saturday and had an 'all out' argument with him! He is a friend of hers and lives next door.... OOPS!!
I told her she shouldn't have done that because I didn't believe it was his fault... we had a laugh about it. She was cleaning her bathroom at home when he came in to apologise and explain the situation. LOL!!!
I don't want her to lose friends over me....
Dr. P. was most apologetic when I saw him and has done nothing but help me since.

This week I received a letter from the Royal Brisbane & Women's Hospital stating they are reviewing the clinical information forwarded by the Orthopaedic Surgeon (Dr. G.) and will notify me of the outcome as soon as possible. I'm not holding my breath because the waiting times here are not the best, but it's a start. At least when I do have to go the 'Hospital and Health Service" will reimburse Jason for fuel used getting there and back.

With all these interruptions to my week I'm falling behind with stuff for Artistry.
It's hot here... not as bad as Melbourne or Adelaide, our highest temp has been 33C BUT the humidity is the killer.
I hate Summer and it can't be over fast enough for me.
Though I wouldn't change places with those of you at the top end of the planet!

We don't have air conditioning in the TV room. The door is always open so the cat can wander in and outside at his leisure. So inevitably after dinner the heat sends me to sleep on the sofa!! Which means when I wake up I've had about 5 hours sleep, come through to my room and get on my computer trying to catch up.

Talking about cats... I don't know what it is about us, but strays seem to hone in on us.
We have another regular visitor... a tiny kitten, don't know where he goes during the day but he has an inbuilt clock for feeding time. I have a feeling he may have been dumped because he's too young not to be around his mother. He was really nervous when he first appeared around 3 weeks ago but he's gradually coming to trust us.

Aydee (our cat) is sick of being shadowed and has taken to sleeping on my bed to get away from him. They have 'punching" sessions... so funny to watch!!!

He won't allow us to pick him up but Jason gets down on the floor at the kitty's level and he can stroke him and play with him now. He's becoming a little more confident around us.
I would love to know what happened to him before he found us.

   
   
 
4 March 2014
I did it again... I'm losing it!!!

Received a hard copy confirmation in the mail for my appointment at the Wounds Clinic last week.
Made a mental note of the time... 10am.
Jason had an appointment Wednesday at 9am BUT assured me he's be back in time to take me to the hospital, which is only 5 minutes away by car depending on traffic.

9:30am.... NO JASON
9:45am.... NO JASON
Phoned the hospital and left a message for Theresa saying I AM coming, but Jason has been held up
and I might be a couple of minutes late.
10:05am.... Jason finally turned up.

I was waiting outside so I could hop in the car quickly and be on our way.

Got to the Clinic... it was packed! Fortunately not everyone was waiting for the same clinic as I was.
Checked in at Reception. Apologised for being late and advised I had left a message.
She checked my booking....... and told me my appointment was for TUESDAY not WEDNESDAY!!!
My reaction..... "$#!T" !!! Couldn't help it!!!

I didn't check the day. I assumed that since I saw Theresa on a WEDNESDAY the last time, it would be the same day this time.
BUT... she went to the trouble to check with Theresa if she could see me anyway.
YES.... she would!!
Stress level reducing.... I also confirmed my appointment with the Orthopaedic Surgeon (Dr. G) on FRIDAY 21st March!
Was told to take a seat and wait... found one vacant seat and with relief that I didn't have to stand for ages... waited.

Got in about 1/2 an hour later and apologised to Theresa... she laughed... lucky for me.
She'd already organised another appointment for me this week... got confirmation in the mail.
WEDNESDAY at 10am!!!

My leg ulcer has shrunk 1cm in width and .5cm in depth and is almost level with my skin.
She insists my toe ulcers are getting better but I have a different opinion!

Jason took me to a local shopping centre last Friday... dropped me off so I could find some open toed slippers. Got a pair with velcro straps which was a bonus. BUT by the time I had wandered around the Dept. Store my feet were killing me. I got myself outside and waited for Jason to collect me.

I had so much pain I couldn't do the grocery shopping on Saturday. Had to do it on Sunday and needed to take painkillers before I went so I could make it through the day.

Yesterday, Monday, I received a letter from Brisbane Hospital & Health Service,
requesting I confirm that I'll be able to make it to the Royal Brisbane & Women's Hospital on 25th March at the Orthopaedic Clinic. Will do that today, Jason brought in the mail too late for me to call right away.

We'll have to leave at the crack of dawn giving us time to find the hospital, park and make it in time
for the 11:45am appointment. I certainly didn't expect to get an appointment so soon, I'm in shock!!
When I was told I was "On the list" I expected at least a 6 month wait.

Maybe my complaints have had an effect???

I have other new problems and have written a letter to my doctor in the hopes of getting an earlier appointment. Jason will deliver it today.

The problems are too embarrasing to discuss but they are making me depressed.
I'm so sick of being sick! Have totally lost my sense of humour.
So as you can tell I've not had a good week.
I'm so sorry my updates are so dismal.
I wish I felt like being funny.... maybe some time down the track...

  5 March 2014
I took a couple of hours off....

Went to the hospital today to have ulcers checked. Jason collected me and told me he and Jared
were going to a place called Bauple where they went pig hunting last week. Unfortunately
they were successful and we have so much pork we've had to use the second freezer.

He has friends at Bauple who are going to take 2 of the legs in exchange for some lamb.

I'm sitting in the car thinking.." Would you like to come for the drive Mum??" "He wouldn't think about
asking me............

So instead of thinking it I repeated what I was thinking out loud...

SHOCK!!! He apologised.... and asked if I WOULD like to go.... the friends parents would like to meet
me... they told him that many times.
So I had a change of scenery for a couple of hours. *S* It's been weeks since I have been out
of this place other than for the doctor, hospital or shopping.

The friends were very welcoming.... have a small farm, a few cattle, sheep, 3 dogs and a couple of cats. I had a great time... lots of laughs for a change.
  8 March 2014
Malaysia Airlines Flight 370 has disappeared en route from Kuala Lumpur International Airport to Beijing Capital International Airport.
It carried 12 crew members and 227 passengers from 15 nations and regions. The majority of passengers on board were Chinese citizens.... I think 6 were Aussies.
The world is in shock.
 

11 March 2014
Haven't been able to update owing to the success of my complaints to health officials. Instead of being ignored, it's time consuming keeping up with all the attention. By the time I visit the hospital or doctor half the day has disappeared.

I also had an extra visit to the doctor last week because of further problems, unrelated to my ulcers that needed immediate help.

This week I have to have my 'blood sucked' (today), the Wounds clinic on Wednesday and the doctor on Friday. Except for the 'blood suckers' (*S) I lose precious hours.

I can't stand for any length of time (in the one place) because of my feet. So Jason has been making dinner. BUT I have one piece of good news... the leg ulcer I've had for 2 years and 8 months is almost gone. It has cost me a small fortune in dressings... around $700 a year!!

Now that I go to the Wounds Clinic I get supplies for free and am saving the money I would have spent... "for a rainy day".


Finally, when my feet cause me extreme pain I succumb to taking an Endone.... I don't like to make a habit of this... BUT it also unfortunately acts like a sleeping pill with me and can guarantee that after dinner it knocks me out! I fall asleep watching TV... and wake up hours later, missing the odd show I really wanted to see.

As a result I'm wide awake when I come through to my room and work through the wee small hours.

  13 March 2014
"lost it" again yesterday!
I tried to upload changes to a couple of my tutorials and of course my FTP BOMBED AGAIN!!
I was so damned angry I sent an email to my host complaining and switched myself off for the rest of the day.
I am sick of things going wrong and holding me up.
Makes me lose interest.

I can't update ANY pages until my host gets his act together!
I asked Jason about changing hosts and foregoing the forward payment made to this host to 2015.
I can't see them refunding my payment.

Jason tells me it will take a while to transfer everything... I have no idea how to do it so I have to rely on him helping.

So I am seriously considering it. I have a host in mind, here in Australia.
Now my only problem is getting Jason motivated...

I would like to do it before I have to go to Brisbane on 25th March.
The only thing Jason seems motivated about lately is PIG HUNTING!!!
I'm sick of it... he goes at least twice a week which means he's up at 3am.... back by around 2pm
and spends the rest of what's left of the day catching up on sleep!

Then I might have to visit the hospital or doctor the next day... more time gone!
I have to go to the doctor tomorrow and grocery shopping (UGH!) on Saturday so won't be able to concentrate until Sunday and hope and pray Jason hasn't planned another pig hunt!
  23 March 2014
Forgot to say that earlier this month I won a STANLEY ROGERS COOKWARE SET worth $499 from a That's Life magazine puzzle competition. I was in shock when it arrived and the huge parcel was for ME!!! WOO HOO!!!!!

Went to the hospital on Friday for an appointment with my local specialist ... checked in... waited an hour and decided to check to see if he was even there... NO! Would have been nice if they had told me that when I checked in instead of me wasting my time! They were going to have me see someone else... said there was no point and I left.

When I got home I went through my file of "appointments"...OOPS!!!! I found a letter saying my appointment was deferred until 28th March...my BAD! More logical of course since I would have been to Brisbane by then... That's the second time this month I've made that mistake.

While I was waiting I was playing "I Spy" with a 7 year old who was in a wheel chair. We had to "spy" colours... couldn't do letters..*S*

Found out he (Samuel) was born with a club foot and had a cast on his leg which had cracked and needed repairing. He was gorgeous... full of fun and filled in my time. *S* Reminded me of my grandson Jared at the same age.

Unfortunately Jared has grown up... and has no respect for me. I can't talk to him without him snapping back at me so.......... I haven't talked to him for a week.
 

26 March 2014
WELL.... yesterday was a day I hope I never have to repeat!!!!
We left home at 5:20am. I couldn't sleep the night before so was still tired when we left.

The trip to Brisbane was uneventful, dodged the threatening rain and we made it to the outskirts of the city in 3 hours... pretty good timing BUT the last 12 kilometers took us FORTY MINUTES!!!!!!
This is why....

The cars were bumper to bumper!!! ALL the way up to where the 'arrow' points and beyond that!


We found the hospital eventually... it is HUGE!!!!!

I hate to admit it but if I didn't have Jason with me I would have become lost quite easily. I didn't think we'd ever find a parking space.. we had to drive up 5 floors before getting lucky.
Found the Orthopaedics on the 7th floor but we were too early to check in so we went all the way back down to the ground floor where we had spotted an eatery... and had breakfast.

Went back up to the 7th floor when we were finished... I checked in, it was around 10:20am, and settled down for the hour and a half wait to be seen. Jason went back to the car to have a cigarette since there were "NO SMOKING" signs everywhere.

I just got a magazine out of my bag to occupy myself while I waited and heard my name being called! I hurriedly tossed it back in my bag only to hear my name being called a second time... I yelled out... "I'm coming!!" (I was sitting around a corner so the nurse couldn't see me panicking...*S*)

I was shown into a room to wait, and wait, and wait. Eventually two young men came in, neither looked any older than my grandson Jared and I'm wondering what's going on... they're not doctors!! They told me they were students and were there to get some details from me...

"Why had I come to the hospital today?"

I asked if they were kidding me! I was referred to the hospital by a specialist at the Hervey Bay Hospital.... surely you would have those details?????

"No, it doesn't seem so... how do you hope we can help you?"

Well... considering this is Orthopaedics I must need help with my feet... what do you think?

Then I thought to myself... Jamie, they're just doing their job don't smart-mouth them. So, I co-operated with a smile.....

They checked my toes, asked the usual questions, how long had I had the problem, what medication was I on, why wasn't I on arthritis medication, was I diabetic (NO), then the discussed my hands between themselves as to what the different twists in my fingers were called.... like that had anything to do with my feet... not! Was I in pain... how often... how much pain in a range of one to ten and so on....

They left to see the doctor and I waited for at least half an hour before he made an appearance with the students in tow.

He asked me the same questions I had already answered!!! He had a look at my toes on both feet and told me I had 2 options... chop them off or have them straightened!!!! If I had them "chopped off" since they only remove the tips...I wouldn't miss them........says who????!!!!!!

If I had the straightened then I would probably still suffer from ulcers under them.

I told him that I had been told the ulcers were caused by the bones being twisted and pushing through my skin!! SO...... wouldn't it be logical to assume if my toes were straight, the bones wouldn't be pushing through my skin therefore there would be no ulcers?????????????????

He was lost for words.

I added.... if I was back on arthritis injections then surely that would control any change in my feet after the toes were straightened. I haven't been on arthritis medication for THREE years!!

Then another doctor came in and he too was all for "chopping them off".

I WAS LOST FOR WORDS!!! It seemed to me they wanted to take the easy way out!
I was told I didn't have to make a decision there and then. The second doctor left. The first doctor said he would make another appointment for me to give me time to consider it. That would be in TWO MONTHS from now!

I asked him... once I made a decision how long would it be before I could get the operation. He said that depended on the 'waiting list'... could be three months or could be 18 months.

By now I'm wondering why I had come all the way here just to get basically the same information I got in Hervey Bay.... nothing new. I wasn't happy. I left the appointment form with reception and Jason and I left.

I had heard rain outside while I was waiting for the first doctor, it had eased off when we headed back to the parking station. $23 poorer for parking we headed home. Traffic wasn't much better on the way out of the city and the rain started in earnest. By the time we were on the highway it was belting down and I was terrified because we couldn't see anything except the white line at the side of the road. This is what Jason concentrated on. I'm glad he was driving because I would have stopped.... there's no way I would have been able to drive through it.

On this photo you can at least see the shape of the trees... a couple of minutes before they were completely invisible !!!



We would get 10 minutes relief where the rain would ease then it would belt down again for 15 or so minutes making it impossible to see anything. We had a truck in front of us and Jason followed the tracks it left on the road.. we couldn't see the truck. This happened all the way home.

By the time we arrived I was exhausted from praying that we wouldn't be involved in an accident. God was kind... we arrived in one piece.

ALMOST Home... the place on the left with all the trees ... a welcome sight!!


If it had been raining before we left I would have cancelled the appointment. An ELEVEN hour trip for what.... to tell me the same thing I was told here in Hervey Bay!!! What a waste of a day! $90 for fuel and $23 for parking... a waste of money and time.

I have an appointment on Friday with the specialist who sent me to Brisbane... haven't decided how I'll handle him yet.

  27 March 2014
Got a call from the local hospital.. my specialist is on leave for another THREE weeks so my appointment for tomorrow is cancelled.... story of my life!!!

Brisbane is preparing for flash flooding today, so you know how bad the storms are.

I was supposed to see the local specialist tomorrow but got a call today saying he's on leave
and won't be back for another THREE weeks... lucky him!!!
So they're making another appointment for me.

I'll still have to go to the hospital tomorrow to see about getting refunded for the cost of the trip.
I was going to kill 2 birds... but one bird has flown the coop...
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